Need Desperate Help For Personal Issues Haha

[alaura]

Hi,

Welcome to my random post haha. My name is Deserae and some of you may have been hearing here and there about my latest issue and the reason that I haven't been on.

I got engaged this summer, for whatever crazy reason and was lookin' forward to a wonderful winter wedding in December. Unfortunately, that all crumbled three thursday's ago. The love of my life dumped me for my cousin, and told me that he'd like to still be friends. My greatest weakness is being toooooo forgiving. I cried, and I still do alot but, I let it go.

I guess as luck on my side, he didn't get to my cousin fast enough and now her and an older ex of mine are happily together, but now I have bigger problems. He's starting to hang out with girls I don't know and other people. It's making me uuubbberr jealous. He told me there was no hope of us getting back together again, but maybe we can still get married in a year or two.

I know I know, it may seem like snooping on his personal life, but there is a catch. He still lives with me and sleeps in my bed at night. I can't help but feel the pain every time I lay down in bed and imagine that the man beside me insn't mine anymore. I don't know what to do anymore and I think if I cry anymore I won't be able to see. Everything I've tried hasn't been good enough for him yet and I still want to spend the rest of my life with him, but he's denying me like it's some kind of game.

What's my next step and where do I place my feet? I know most of you are probably not old enough to help me out haha, but I don't know where else to turn. I'll understand if no responses come from this, but any help is great help.

Thanks,
Dez

[warrick]

hey, I hope everything works out alright... and like you said I relaly can't give you much advice cause I'm younger, but I do hope everything works out...

[Kisa Ren'ai]

According to the C-box you're 16 and your fiance sleeps with you?

You still hold feelings for a man who doesn't hold feelings for you. But he still says you two could be married a few years from now? But he's dating other women, and dumped you for your cousin?

Now,. I know you care about him, but my first step, would be getting him out of your bed! I'm sorry, maybe there is more of the story that I don't know, it's your private life, I understand this. But darling, if you want my honest advice, it's to move on.

That pain is indescribable. I know I do not have a fiance, but I have felt love, and known what it's like to have your boyfriend go after your best friend.

He's not treating you right.

Please don't take my advice in offense, I mean you no harm, honest.
It's just my thoughts. Forgive me if they are not to your liking.